Bhabna

Bhebe hoi sara, kono kul-kinara paina. Bhabte bhabte kete jay sara bela. Shudhui bhabte bhalo lage, money hoy, ami ke? Rokto-mangsher shorir ta ami na aatma-roop ami! Kon ami shotti aar kon ami mithya? Deh-roop ami jodi mithya hoy, tahole kisher eto dukkho-jontrona? Shob to khoniker, e jonney eto irshya-bidyesh! Chhi Chhi Chhi! Atma-roop ami-r sottotai ba kototuku? Energy-r khela boi to aar kichhu noy. Eto kichhur poreo kintu mon, bhabte bhalobashe, koto tuku pelam aar ki pelam na?

Palla jodi pawar dike bhari hoy, tahole dukkho bodh na thakar-i kotha. Kintu ettotuku na pawa kei kendro kore mon jontrona-kator hoye othe. Mon-o tokhon tibro bhabe dwidha-bibhokto. Ek mon bole, ja peyechhi dher. Onyo mon totkhonat khipro hoye uthe protibaad janay, ja paini keno pabo na? Kar doshe pachchhina, nijer dosh na oporer? Kothay kototuku ghatti amar, shudhre newa jay ki? Jodi songshodhon sombhob na hoy, tahole ki bhabe katabo baki jibon? Ei jibon jinish ta ki? Ei acchhe, hoyto prokkhonei nei. Shey kothay jay tobe? Utsho-i ba ki? Bhari mojar khela.